I have been on a healing journey for what feels like a lifetime. My spiritual awakening started in 2018, and since then- I have been on an endless pursuit to finally feel like my healing is at completion. I feel like I have put my entire life on hold- waiting for that one magical day when I finally feel “ready” and adequate enough to finally put myself out there in an impactful way. But the thing that I am now realizing- there is NO ending to this journey. I can continue on for another 10, 20, 30 years telling myself that I can’t shift my life until I successfully clear my childhood trauma and anxious attachment style.
I am making the choice to free myself from this rat race in 2026. I am choosing to follow my passions, put myself out there, and actually live life. I am tired of living life in my own head- always looking for ways to be “better” and “healthier.” I am learning to have more appreciation and gratitude for how far I have come thus far.
No one’s journey is perfect or alike, but I think all of us could use a bit of an unwind from this healing cycle. How come something that is meant to help us feel better, has us so tightly wound?